Yesterday a semi-bad day… First i couldn’t get any tickets for the Muse concert in november… Second i got frustrated again that i’m still living at home in a ‘box’, which i sometimes love, but yesterday my hate-mood came up… And third, i got mad, disappointed and sad of the fact that another week went by without any attention & appreciation of my being… And yesterday somehow i got reminded of this again. I don’t need that anymore, but just sometimes it gets to me… And then nothing really matters anymore…

And today, i’m licking my wounds again, the ones that i tored up myself yesterday and hoping it heals soon…